It's weird.

I have always thought of myself as being very self aware.

Today, and what seems like a lot of days,
I've found myself missing things I've never missed before.
I think I've been mistaking these feelings as "missing someone,"
when in reality it's just the feelings and the creation of memories I miss the most.

woah.

Today was the first day I've cried since.. January.
I don't like it.